well, there is a good reason for that. I am doing my yoga teacher training in August...
the last days were full of activities with the girls and their friends, clean up the girls rooms, go through their cupboards, rearrange toys, sorting my yoga stuff and collecting lots of Mangos from our two Mango trees in the garden.
oh, and today I found out it's not only us collecting them...the boys from the neighbourhood just climb the wall and jump into our garden to get the fruit...
I did as much jam as possible to use as many Mangos as possible. once they're down, they don't last long. so I was happy to have my "helping hands" to cut all the Mangos so I could stir the jam and fill it up...
now there is still lots of Mangos, too many. so I actually don't mind the boys having them but it would be so nice of them to ring the bell and ask...maybe I put a bag in front of the door tomorrow...and then...then we're off - the girls and I...
I am already sad to leave my husband for so long (which is ridiculous because we've been through phases of way longer separations...guess I'm just not used to it anymore), I cannot imagine to be without the girls for 4 weeks (but know it will be good for all of us), I don't have a clue where this path will lead to... and so right now I am quite nervous and my throat is tight and hey, what about letting go??? oh, how hard it still is sometimes...
but I found the way to my mat tonight...for half an hour I managed to focus on my breath and myself...that's what I need to do in the following weeks - simple isn't it :-)
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